Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Essay: We Do Not Conform

We Do Not Conform

Wallace Carothers, you have probably never heard of him.  Who was he and what did he do for you?  I’ll tell you in a moment.  He was born in 1896 and died at the age of 41 by drinking a cocktail of cyanide and lemon juice.  He was an incredibly gifted chemist that two years before his death invented nylon.  He suffered bouts of depression his entire life (probably bi-polar) and killed himself seven months before the birth of his daughter Jane.  As with many gifted people he never saw the applications of his work and how his discoveries would change the world.  Every time you put on a pair of panty hose you have Dr. Carothers to thank.

Nikola Tesla, a tremendously gifted inventor never saw the commercial applications of his inventions and as a result was continuously taken advantage of and died penniless. He was the inventor of the alternating current.  Everytime you flick a light switch and a light bulb lights you have Nikola Tesla to thank.

Even Eastman Kodak, so famous I don’t have to provide an explanation, left a suicide note that read, “To my friends: My work is done.  Why wait?”  Bi-polar, probably.

How can I be expected to achieve any more than these great men and the countless more just like them that provide for the everyday comforts I enjoy.

The list goes on and on, living and dead:

Bill Gates
Steve Jobs
Mark Zuckerberg
Etc.

What is it that makes them different?

How is it that they see a fourth side in something when everyone sees only three?

We see this spanning all the Arts, writing, singing, drawing, the entire spectrum.  We see the greatness and the sadness in all the “Greats”, most notably the suicides.  Depression?  Definitely.  Undiagnosed bi-polar, most likely.

I believe but cannot prove that there is a direct correlation between being bi-polar and unintentionally achieving greatness. It’s just a theory.

In closing I just want to quote one of my greatest heroes of all time, Army Officer Nathan Hale, born in Coventry Connecticut in 1755.  When asked by the British Army if he had anything to say right before being hung, he stated, “I only regret that I have but one life to give for my country.”

“I wish I had done more with mine.”                                      

                                                                                         - ---- ----Raymond Tucker (Poet & Essayist)

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